Maybe Im just the kinda girl who will never be happy with anyone. I will always find something not be happy about.
I mean...at first I complained because I though we had to much sex and felt it was just a sexual relationship, then I complain that we dont talk enough, then i complained about our relationship status of gf/bf,then we broke up, then we got back together and I complain that were not having sex enough, and now im complaining that he doesnt seem interested in me at all.
I just dont get how someone your in a relationship with would have a hard time telling you how they feel about you. Apparently they want to be with you, because they are,but why cant they say it. And apparently they are with you because they care about you, so why cant they say that they do care about you and how much they care about you?
I want to be in a relationship with someone that I can love and know that they love me back. I want to feel important, I want to feel special. I want a reason why im with you and not that other dude that I barely know but shows me tons more attention and says the sweetest things. Whens the last time you had said something sweet to me?? saying I have a big ass that the brothers like does not constitute as flattery!
Im not exactly sure where we stand right now. Last night I left his house with our dog, called him and told him he needed to figure out what was important to him and then change his priorities to match. Last night before i went to bed, i called he ignored me. I texted him and he told me he was sleeping. Like sleepin is a great excuse to get out of something so important!! finally he told me to just end it. I asked if thats what he wanted..no reply.
Today I called him, again, ignored.
I dont know whats going on, but how many time can you break up with someone before you should just give up?
120 times? Cause I think thats where we are at.
